soo far.....

ok so today was the best day ever!! I am friends with like everybody so no more fights(yayy) i think i like this one guy but maybe i don't but i have like no idea! and it finally stared to feel like christmas! :D but the only thing that was bad is that i was just reminded that i have a math test tommorow wich is horible but i will probly get good on this test!and i lost 3 pounds! 1 know that i should be never thinking of this at my age but still 3 whole pounds that i have been tring to loose for like ever! this is a bit odd cuz yesterday i was soo mad at my sealf and sad but mostly mad and now i am so perky and happy all over:P. Also in a game called "poptropica" i finally bet this thing that i have been tring to defet for like everrrr and now i have done it! so much funn! ok well i should probly get ready for bed. (sigh) today was the best!

it is sooooooooo un fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok u know how my mom was in the accident. yea so i help her ALOT or i think i do but still i help my mom alot more then my sister. after she gets home it goes exactlylike this walks in- taps sydney on thehead(my dog)- goes right upstairs and doesn'tcome back down until she has to eat! thats insane and annoying. but still my mom gives her the larger alownce and if i complaine she simplely says she is older and has to wake up earler and she takes the transit. isn't that insane!!! i can't even rest and she gets to slepp all day long please tell how that is fair.also she "says" taht shepets sydney all the time. so how did she not notice that shewas limping for more then an hour!!!!!! that is 1unfair to sydney 2unfair to me and 3 unfair to my mom!! and u know what i sleep right beside my mom every nigth cuz my dad isn't here and guess where she sleeps in her bed all nice and tucked in. and she says i am the spoiled brat. also u know who wakes her up in the mourning ME!!!!!!!and before dinner to make sureshe brushes her teeth to make sure she isn't sleeping when she is supposed to be awake and getting redy and on top of alll that me and my friends are in a fight with some guy taht we have to deal with. so inbewteen helping my mom i have to think about what we should do if we should apoligize what we should say what are they ar egoing to do if we do apoligoze if my friends will get really mad like this is soooooo annoying like my sister could at least help but no and she gets even more money on top of her alwoence and what do i get 5 dollers a week that it and my sister get swhat 40$$$ a week tell me someone howis that even the slightest bit fair!!! sorry that u guys had to read this but i am just really pissed off rightnow. well i think that is enof os torching u guys with the horiblenes of my life`